I'm feeling tension in my blog

No. I didn't get to muscle build but that's not my fault this time. Really. I'm not kidding. I was BALLS TO THE WALLS all f'ing day. ALL DAY! I didn't get on the treadmill until 8 pm. That's no joke. I'm not taking the heat on this one. December is kicking my ass and I am feeling anxiety about it so get off my back.

I went to the grocery. Well, I went to a COUPLE of groceries because I couldn't get everything I needed at one. I bought stuff for three meals and a dessert because I couldn't handle the amount of money it would cost to get everything for the week. This is an adjustment period. I made a southwestern chicken pizza and a salad and it rocked! 305 calories a slice - a BIG slice.

I'm getting waves of anxiousness so I really have to run. And by "run" I mean a full out sprint. I'm not walking fast or leisurely jogging. I'm full on, lung aching, ugly face sprinting. Here's the BAD news, stress makes you hold onto weight. I have to have a little chat with the almighty.