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I haven't worked out in a week. What the ... ?

I am still working on getting back on a schedule. I'm not one for same sameness on a daily basis so I don't really gravitate towards schedules. I find I am more productive when I have a regular routine but ... I also find that when I have a regular routine I have to do stuff to break it up or I start to get really resentful and rebellious. I like to fool myself into thinking I have some measure of control over my daily life so schedules don't rock me. When regulated I tend to reschedule a lot and call in sick or make doctor appointments or get someone to cover me or ... quit or piss somebody off and get fired. I just don't love structure all that much.

That being said, I'm trying. Really I am. When I lost all my weight I was getting up at 6 or 6:30 every morning and working out. The down side of that was I hated getting up at 6 or 6:30 every morning to work out and couldn't WAIT for the day when I didn't have to do it ever again. Now I work out when I can.

So this reminds me of the advice I gave on the site. I suggest finding physical activity that you enjoy. Even better is to find physical activity that you look forward to or can't WAIT to do! I haven't mastered that yet. I enjoy the treadmill but I don't watch the clock and count the minutes until I can get to it. Ya know? For you guys I'm thinking, like ... a game or a team sport. Tennis or basketball or a bicycling group or something. If I were single I would be doing those things to meet some fellas. But I have a lovely man who digs me so I can't get motivated to join group activities.

Whatev... I'm back to it this afternoon. And I'll find a way to motivate to get up in the earlier AM to "mill" it. Or ... something. I'll get it together. I will!