New Blog Res

I didn't go to class and I'm not going for the rest of the month. I gotta get my life in order. Does anyone else feel like this right now?

Here's the thing, January, as I said before, was a wash for me. But not only was it the most unproductive do-nothin' month ever but my life fell behind. I gotta get things workin' again. And I need a few weeks to do it.

Okay and also, the truth is that I am really good at justifying and rationalizing anything and everything. So in addition to getting my life in order, I just want to do things in '09 that make me happy. I may not be able to do that 100% of the time cuz ... I gotta work and all that. But when not working I want to do things that I WANT to do; things that I am anxious to do; that I look forward to doing. Not things that ruin my whole day. Plus ... I think it's time to re-evaluate some stuff. Do you ever feel like that? No? Just me? Okay.

So I am going to try to get on some sort of schedule. I'm want to end each day feeling good about that day. I want to look at my To Do List and feel pumped up at my accomplishments.

THAT'S my New Year's Resolution. And it only took me five and a half weeks to come up with something I could commit to.